Shai Xakara Dunham by Christy Dunham / Mommy dearest

My angel Shai.

You were the love of my life. I am sorry I couldn’t save you. I tried everything possible. It just isn’t fair. You were the only one I have ever loved. You taught me love. You were taken away from me. I will never, never get over losing you, my love. It has been one year and I cannot even believe you are not by my side. I miss you so much. Everywhere I look, I am reminded of you. Every sound, I hear you, every thought is of you my baby Shai. My heart is gone.

Shai, you are my heart, my reason to live, my desire to love. Forever I will deeply miss you.
If you are not waiting for me in heaven…I don’t want to be there either. I only want to be with you…my darling Shai. My baby. My angel. My love.

 

Lost without you,
Shai Xakara Dunham
16, Aug 2002
Christy Dunham