Carmine by Bev / Your mom, Bev

To my dear, sweet Carmine aka “Monkey” (“Monk”),

You will be forever in my heart. I can’t tell you how much I miss you my sweet boy. It was so hard for me to see you get sick from kidney failure, and I didn’t want to admit that I’d ever be losing you. A piece of my heart went with you the day you passed away. I loved you so much, I really hope you knew. All I can hope is that I made you as happy as you made me over the years. You taught me so much about love, patience and understanding.

Thank you for all your unconditional love! I’ll always remember the cute things you used to do and keep them dear to my heart. The empty spot on the bed where you used to sleep makes me so sad. I miss how you liked to watch me blow dry my hair in the morning, and it’s so lonely without you there when I get ready now. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I could hold you in my arms one more time and give you more hugs and kisses. I miss your sweet face so much! It’s so hard to say goodbye, but someday we’ll be together again in heaven.

Carmine, I love you and miss you so much.
Rest in peace my sweet angel boy.

 

Love with all my heart
Carmine
12, Apr 2005
Bev