In memory of a UNIQUE personality, my Biancaneve:
MAY I GO?
May I go now?
Do you think the time is right?
May I say good-bye to pain-filled days
and endless lonely nights?
I’ve lived my life and done my best,
an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond
and set my spirit free?
I didn’t want to go at first,
I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now
to a warm and loving light.
I want to go. I really do.
It’s difficult to stay.
But I will try as best I can
to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me
and share your love and fears.
I know you’re sad and afraid,
because I see your tears.
I’ll not be far, I promise that,
and hope you’ll always know
that my spirit will be close to you
wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me.
You know I love you, too.
That’s why it’s hard to say good-bye
and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one more time
and let me hear you say,
because you care so much for me,
you’ll let me go today.
~Author Unknown ~
My Biancaneve, I miss you so much my heart is aching. All I ever wanted is YOU, healthy and happy. You know I tried everything in my power to keep you with me and I so wish there was something I could have done. You fought so hard and bravely, and amazed me with your will to live. You never cpmplained through it all. When I looked into your eyes I saw wisdom, you were more than words can describe, my wise soul mate who taught me so much about life. I will never ever forget you and always love you with all my heart. Sleep well my Biancaneve, you deserve eternal peace and know that I’ll carry you within my heart and soul, until we meet again someday, at Rainbow Bridge. I’ll miss your beautiful big ears, your special scent, but most of all your eyes full of love and wisdom.
I didn’t wanna let you go, it hurts so much to take that decision. And please forgive me for putting you through so much…. I so much believed in you and knew you would make it. I hope you felt me near you until you closed your eyes, I was there, my heart breaking, my pain beginning to end yours…to finally release you from that cancer, so you can be free… You had a HUGE impact in my life, Biancaneve, your void can never be filled.
I see you smiling down on me, I feel you are at peace. Your wisdom and love will never leave me.
You’re always on my mind. Always.
Endless love,
| Biancaneve |
| 2, June 2008 |
| Yvonne |