I think this has been the worst time of my life. I am dealing with Boo’s death. She has been with me for a long time. Her and I have made 5 moves together. I got her when I lived on Gutheil Lane. We moved to Elm Place; we moved to Port Washington; we Moved back to Elm Place and then we moved to Pleasant Drive. She has been with me through the hardest times of my life and now I am without her. I am finding it so hard to deal without her around. I don’t know what to do with myself. I am living without her in an apartment that I took just so her and i would be together.
I hate the memories here. I want to love another pet but my landlord is forbidding it. Everyday is a struggle. I want to love another pet, and I want to love someone who loves me, so I am moving and trying to buy a Condo.
My life has turned upside down for this whole month of August, 2006. I want my life to be normal, find a place to live without answering to anyone; love someone who loves me the same way I love them, and get a pet to love. I hate my life right now. I hate me; I have hated me for a long time. I want to be normal and have normal life. I have thought of not being in this world anymore, but my family is keeping me from doing anything to myself. Please GOD, Help me get through this and help me to be strong.
I love you forever,
| Boo Precht |
| 29, Aug 2006 |
| Lisa Precht |