Well I sit here today, exactly a year since you left this earth and I feel empty and lost. You were my special girl, my soulmate and best friend. I miss you more, Tara, each day and you are always in my thoughts. I have tried to think of a special tribute for you, had your portrait painted, kept your ashes in a special place, wear your tag around my neck, but nothing seems fitting. I feel so lost and know that the day we meet once again, forever this time, will be my best day ever. You are free from pain and suffering. I know, and I hope you are looking out for me up there. I know the day you died was what you wanted, you were so tired that morning and you just lay down and never got up again.
Tina, your vet friend did what she had to and I held you close whilst your step-daddy kissed your head. You were always so brave my special girl. I will never let a day go by without thinking of you.
If only you could have lived forever………
All my love til we are together again,
| Deborah |