I miss you my dear, sweet Bear baby. I’ll never forget how safe I always felt with you around. You were my guardian, my protector. I knew you would do everything you could to make sure I was safe.
The love you showed me was so wonderful. I never doubted your love.
I can only hope that you will forgive me for not loving you more while I had the chance. I would give anything to have you back in my arms one more time so I could hug you and tell you how much you mean to me.
I’m so sorry you suffered so much before you left for heaven. I prayed every day that you would not have to suffer. It hurt me to see you in so much pain. But I could not let anyone kill you my baby boy. I was torn. I did not know what to do for you.
I miss you standing beside me. I will meet you in heaven one day my Beargie boy. Save me a seat beside of you.
I love you and will love you forever.
Love always,
| Julie Gray |