My beloved Chando,
Words cannot express how very much Mommy misses you. You were in my life for such a short and brief time, but you helped fill a void that had been with me for four years. You gave me so much love, joy and happiness. At the tender age of six weeks when you were placed in my arms you grabbed my heart in your paws and never let go.
When you left this world you took my heart with you. I held you in my arms the last moments of your life and I cried, begged and pleaded to you to not leave your Mommy behind. But you heard another voice calling to you and I am sure you would have remained with me if you would have had a choice. We were so close and hated to be separated from each other for any length of time, whether it was a few minutes or a few hours.
I told you hundreds of times a day how much I loved you, and that Mommy could not survive if you ever left me. My darling, precious baby, I will look at your pictures always with laughter and with tears. I miss you so very very much. Know that you will always remain in my heart and thoughts. Lots and lots of love…….your Mommy.
Chando, my love, my life, my precious baby.
| Chando |
| 17, Jan 2004 |
| Yogi Smith |