Maxwell
You came to me by mistake. I went to get you to give you to a friend. Ends up he couldnt take you and by then I had fallen in love with you. Though our years were short you were so good and so faithful. Your big brown eyes would win the heart of anyone. But you were always on guard keeping your house and your yard safe and keeping the other babies safe.
It was so unfair to get cancer and so unfair that I had to make that decision to let you go. But when I took you back to the vet and in such a short time that you went from 108lbs to 71lbs I didn’t see a choice in the matter. I remember you laying on the floor and looking at me with those big brown eyes that just didnt have the joy that they had before. If you could have talked you would have said Please Mom I’m ready. And I allowed you to have your peace of mind body and soul at that moment. I held you talked to you and I cried the whole time.
I missed you in the worst way. I took you home and buried you overlooking the hills where the deers always were. I always came to visit you and talked to you at least until I sold the house. But I knew you were still on guard. When I came home from work a couple of days after laying you down I pulled up in the driveway only to see 4 deers standing over your grave. I lost you on 1 March 2001.
Then I guess you were missing some of the family and you brought Sam home with you on 20 December 2001. So I’ve lost my Big Man and my big girl all within 9 months of each other. I havent even adjusted to you being gone and you have gave her the calling to the Rainbow Bridge. I don’t know why you called her though as you always thought she had a split personality.
One day she would slap you and the next day she would love you. I really thought you would make the calling for Andy the bossy little Pomeranian. As you were always so good and sweet with her. Just looking at her like what’s the matter you having a bad hair day? But she loved you. Please keep Sam happy and love her even if she smacks you as you know my heart is with her too.
I watched her come into this world but I wasnt there to see her go home with you. And for that Im so sorry. Please kiss her and tell her that mom loves her and misses her as deeply as I love and miss you.
With love thoughts and tears
Mom Andy and Demon.
| Maxwell |
| 1, March 2001 |
| Candy & Family |