Here is my journal entery a couple
of days after your passing.
November 22, 1996
Well my favorite dog in the whole world is gone. I feel so empty inside. Mugsy was hit by a car on Tuesday. He died instantly. I have no tears left. I have not accepted it yet. I keep coming home from work waiting for Mugsy to jump on me and give me kisses. I feel like I lost my son. Mugsy was my son. I can’t get the vision of him laying on the side of the road motionless. The blood all over my hands and clothes. I kept telling Jaime that I want to go out back to check on him. Maybe he was just knocked out. But he was gone. A piece of my heart will be gone forever. I love you and miss you Mugsy. I should of never let you out that night.
You loved to run. I feel so responsible for your death. I wish there was something I could say or do to bring you back. You will always be in my heart but unfortunately not in my sight. I need to put you out of my head and in my heart but I can’t. I miss you and love you. Who could forget such a loving, playful, caring being? Not me or Daddy.
We Love you Mugsy.
| Mugsy |
| Nov 1996 |
| Danny and Sonja |