Ranger by Amanda

Ranger

You were always there for me when I was sad. You would push your nose up under my arm and rest your big head on my lap and just look at me because you understood how I felt. When I was angry you always made me laugh. You were my best friend and you were there one day and gone the next. But it seems like you were here just yesterday. I want to tell you even though I wasen’t there when you died I love you and you will always be on my mind and in my heart for all eternity. I know you were in so much pain when I left and I did not want to leave my baby behind but I had too go and I regret it to this day. I still cry when I look at your picture that sits on my desk.

I recently got a bear from Build a Bear and named him Ranger. He is black and when I’m sad and miss you I hug him close and think of you. I don’t know but I feel like a part of you is in this stuffed bear and I will never give him or you up. I love you Ranger. Don’t you ever forget it.

Amanda

 

Ranger
3 years ago today {July 3, 1998}
Amanda