Xena Lee by Sandy / mama

My Xena girl,

It’s so hard writing this. You were my last one to leave. It’s been two days since you left, and I hurt so very bad. When I first got you at 5 weeks you were so tiny and fluffy. Then you got sick after only 1 day. I took you to the vet 3 days in a row then they realized you had parvo. You almost died during your 18 day stay in the vet hospital. They told me that they could treat you with a slew of meds and maybe you would make it, just maybe. But it would cost. I told them to go for it because I took you as my pet and it was up to me to protect you. So $3000 dollors later I got you back. And you’ve been worth every penny of that and much much more. I love you so very much Xena. It’s going to be hard.

I thought I heard you barking to come in this morning at 4 am. I got up and opened the door,and called you and then I rememberd you were gone. I just sat on the floor and cried. Mama loves you so much. Xena, I don’t know what happened in that vets x-ray lab, but whatever it was I’m so very sorry please forgive me for not being in there with you, but they had us wait outside. I know you had a problem breathing but they did something. You were in such pain after you went in there. I will never forget the look on your face when we got into the room with you.

Xena. I’m so sorry. Beana now your with your babies Miriah Gail And China. I know you’re happy with them. They have been waiting for you by the bridge to all go over together. Now you are all three painfree and running happily together. But please with all your running always look back and listen for me to one day call all your names, and run back to greet me as we go to heaven together.

 

I will love you beyond forever,
Xena Lee
19, Mar 2007
Sandy