Sasha Lynn

 

" Sasha Lynn "

July 26 1990 ------ July 29 1998

Great Dane

Sasha its been one week today that I had to let you go...

I can not go an hour without thinking about you and missing you more

than I thought possible. I think that was the hardest thing I had to

do when we had to let you go I wanted so bad to keep you here

just a little longer but I know that wouldn't have been fair to you,

you were always so good it wouldn't have been fair to keep you here

for my sake cuz I know you were in pain that last night we had together.

Every thing I do every move I make I miss you

You were always right with me whatever I was doing.

I used to get so aggravated when I was cleaning and you were

always right behind me I tripped over you so many times.

What I would give to have you still here following me...

I hate coming home from places knowing your not going to be

there acting like I've been gone forever.

I miss watching you sleep running and woofing in your sleep,

moaning and stretching. I can't believe what a big void you left

in my life when you had to go... I wish so bad that we would have

checked you out sooner maybe you would have had more time here with us.

Eating dinner well never be the same without you here to start talking

if we were taking too long and to get rid of all the leftovers.

I miss you leaning on me and I really miss you sitting on my lap

like a human.You were always there for me no matter what

you seemed to know my moods and when I was sad or crying you

always tried to cuddle and make me feel better.

How many times have I cried with you and said Sash what should I do.

You really were my best friend.. And also my protector,

I always felt so safe with you around how many times did I make you

go first downstairs or upstairs when I was scared.. and how you would let

me hold onto your tail to help climb the stairs when I was tired.

God you were such a big part of my life and I miss you more then

anyone can know....I miss your smell your talking everything

you did was so cute. You were so funny when you took your baths... or

when you bounced to see over the fence or how you seemed to have a

clock in you head and get up and go to bed at the same time every night.

I know that theirs never going to be anyone to replace you you were so

amazing... God I wish I could just hug you one more time,

I sit and stare at your spot by the couch your favorite spot

also where we said good-bye I'm am grateful that Dr. Fox came here,

it would have killed me to have to take you in for that

I know how much you hated the vets office.

You well always be in my heart my pooter-head and I pray that

you are at the rainbow bridge playing again and running around like a

mad woman again and waiting for me to join you...

I'm sure Dad is looking out for you for me,I'm sure he knows what

you meant to me,I asked him to watch for you the night before you left us...

I will be there to join you when its my turn........

Love you!!

Mommy