I’m not sure I will be able to find the words or the strength; to write just how much you meant to all of us Spazy. You see it has only been 5 days since you left; and I’m all broken up inside. I can’t believe you’re not still here (I see you in every room in the house). We had no warning that something was wrong. One moment you were fine and the next moment you suffered a severe Heart Attack and your back legs became paralized. We prayed for a miracle… but with all the miracles you had already brought to our family in the 9 years we were together… you had none left. Our house is sad Spaz. Really sad. Amanda Samantha Eric and I are lost and I don’t think any of us will ever be quite the same again. But even through my grief I smile and remember how very lucky we were to have shared your life with you. We love you so much and wish you could have stayed longer.
I’m sorry… my heart is broken right now.
Good-night Spazy
Your family.
‘You closed your eyes and said good-night… cause it was way past your bedtime.’