My precious Gar..
I have so many things to say words CANNOT express my deep sincere love for you!! The day we saw each other and looked into each others eyes I felt the most strong connection!! That connection grew quickly and deeper as the days went by! As I type this Tribute to you the tears flow faster and harder. I am so VERY empty and lost without you. I miss that you are not here to greet me when I come home I miss that you are not here to climb into bed with me at the end of the day. I miss that you are not snuggled up close to me under the covers with your paw on my chest and my hand around your paw as we had done EVERY night since you came to live with me.
Our time together was TOO short but I knew I had to let you go. I could NOT let you suffer any longer. Though the world got cruel sometimes I knew I could always come home to you for you made it alright. I found out however on Saturday June 29 2002 JUST how cruel the world really can be when I had to say goodbye to the LOVE of my life!! I still have NO answer to why you had to go away. I guess God takes those that are good to be in his garden. My sweet Gar I wish we had more time together! Please wait for me at Rainbow Bridge.
I cannot wait to get there and
see your beautiful face and
hold you in my arms again!
This Tribute is the last thing I wanted to have to do especially this soon. I hope you know that I DO love you and that everything I did for you was out of love and sincere admiration. I wanted so much to have you get better and come home to me. That didn’t happen though and I blame myself for it everyday and will continue to do so. You were always there for me when I was sick or down. When you needed the same from me I feel I have let you down that I didn’t do enough. I am so very very sorry.
If I could have taken your pain and sickness away I CERTAINLY would have done so!! I wish there was a way that I could bring you back to me! My heart is so empty. Sometimes memories are just NOT enough but they are all I have. I shall always love my sweet boy and I can’t wait to be with you again! You will always be in my heart and thoughts. I hope you are okay and I hope you are not scared or alone. Please know that I will be there with you as soon as I can my sweet little man!!
LOVE
Your Human Dad
Your Brothers
Bart
Azzy
Tyler
Howie
Lenny
Boris.
We ALL LOVE AND
MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!
| Gar {Billy} |
| 29, June 2002 |
| Brian |