My darling Sassy,
From the first time we saw each other when you were only 6 weeks old. You and I knew we were meant for each other. Although there were so many other people there you immediately wanted to come to me. From then on it was a relationship that was so full of love and caring for each other that it was unmeasurable.
You were my best friend, my protector, my angel. And oh how you loved just being near me. I can not believe you are not here with me any more. Only in spirit and memory. And the pictures: I have them all over. I kiss them and talk to them and whisper good morning and then good night.
Sassy, I cannot believe that you are not here. A piece of my heart and part of me went with you and
will always be with you.
Although you became blind late January, you were always so stoic and learned so quickly to get around with out seeing with those beautiful dark eyes that were seeing no more. You still enjoyed life and was still so full of life and love. When you were sick you never complained,
you were always so stoic.
How you loved being with me. You were always at my side and how I loved sitting in that big blue chair with Spunky on one side, Sissy on the other side and you in the middle on my lap where you always insisted on being with the small quilt covering us and how we would all watch TV and fall asleep. It seems that is all you wanted was to be close to me.
When you became ill, we tried our best to get you the proper medical care. Oh how we tried. But the angels called that fateful day and God took you away.
I remember the rides, your beautiful face, the ice cream, the treats, the cuddling at night, how you would growl at anyone who came near you if I was holding you. Even blind you sensed if someone else tried to come too close to me or kiss me and you let them know “NO Way”.,the excitement you showed when I would say want to go “bye bye”, or when I would go out somewhere and come home and say”mommie’s home”, how you would squeal for joy and run for me to pick you up and all those wet kisses. The bantering with Spunky and Sissy.
Oh how I, daddy, Sissy, Spunky and Markie miss you and grieve as well as all those who loved you. There will never be another you. You were so special and we had this bond that will never be broken.
Oh, my angel, how do I live without you?
I know I must, but the tears
day and night keep flowing.
Rest in peace my baby until we meet again. Play and be happy with all of mommy’s angels who have gone before you. Tell them I still love them and miss, too.
Ah, but you my darling you and I had an indescribable bond.
Rest with God and the Angels until we are together again. There is so much I could say about how special you were, but it would take volumes and volumes of paper.
I will always love and miss you forever and ever, Mommie.