Toni,
My beloved friend and companion left me ten days ago. Each day I am told and pray that the loss of my best friend and sweet love of 14 years will become easier, but my heart continues to break.
I look at her picture each day, and know that no other pet can ever replace my Toni.
Every morning she came into my bedroom and actually talked to me in her way, so that I would get up get up and give her, her treats.” and then take her for her morning walk. I miss our walks, our play times, and when she would come to me when I was studying and insist it was her time.
I hope you know Toni, that I would have never have had you taken away from me, only when I knew you were in so much pain. I keep remembering your face, when you looked at me that last day, as if to say what did I do wrong. Please, please know Toni that I love you with all my heart. I only did what I hoped with all my heart was best for you. Please forgive me, and again please know I love you now and always more than I ever believed possible.
With love,
Toni |
9, Jan 2004 |
Joan Jackson |