For ten years you were a constant in my life, my only true stability. I planned my days and activities around your needs. Whatever you wanted or needed, if I had the ability to give it to you, it was yours. I’ve never felt a love so strong as the love I felt for you.
Now that you’re gone, our bed has become big and cold. The house is no longer a home. My heart is no longer whole. And my days seem long and unfulfilled. I just miss you so much that words cannot express how much I hurt. I long to see you wiggle your butt at me just one more time. Or see you pile the blankets in the middle of the bed and lay there, content. I wish I could give you one more ear rub or have you back yourself up to me for a butt rub. I just wish I could give you one more kiss and tell you how much I love you.
I can’t wait for the day that I will arrive at Rainbow Bridge and join you and Sunny. Then, these feelings of loneliness will finally be gone. I love you and will think about you every day for the rest of my life. You’re finally at peace, Inky,
no more pain.