Jordan,
It has been six months since you left. I still hurt every time I think of you. While, the other ferrets love the treats, nobody fights and gallops up when I am giving them out like you did. I did not know that the surgery could cause such a terrible effect. I had no idea the end would come so sick. I am so sorry that I put you through all of that. I only wanted you to be healthy. Forgive me for your added pain.
Piper has struggled so since you left. I sense that a part of her has ceased to exist and a more serious side takes it’s place. She has not played with such joy and fun since you left. I have worried about her and I know how she feels. The two of us are not doing well since you said goodbye.
I suppose that we will never regain the happy carfree feelings we used to have. I suppose one can never be the same when they lose something the love
with all of their heart.
I hope that you and Scout, Abby, and Smokey are playing together and having such fun. I know that you were the most innocent and loving ferret that a person could ever ask to own. You have brought me so much joy while you were here that I can’t imagine never having you in my life.
I suppose that is what Garth Brooks meant when he sang about the dance. I could have missed the pain of your passing but I would have had to miss your life as well, and that is something I would not have missed for the world. I know that I will have to let you go now, we are not meant so stay in such sorrow forever. We should move on and be happy. When I figure out how to do that I will let you know.
Thank you for choosing us to live with with. My life is better because I knew you. I have tried to go back to my normal routines, but oh how I miss you little friend. Go and play now, you have so much to do up there.
Through my life and the many changes I will see happen, I will always love a tiny ferret named Jordan and will always keep her close to my heart.