My sweet Orion, *Rye rye*..
How I miss you so. I am so glad I got to hold you before you went to the Drs. We all thought you had a blockage, no one would have guessed you had one of the rarest cancers ever heard of. You were so young, so sweet, a *take charge* kind of guy. But had the sweetest most soothing siamese mmrrrwww I ever heard. Your big soft body sleeping next to me every night would soothe me to sleep every night.
I don’t know how to go on, how to survive not having you. Your Dr. was devastated, he really tried sweetheart, I saw it in his eyes, his tears genuine, how helpless he looked. Your brothers and sisters are looking for you, I have no explanation for them, I just do my best and give them lots of hugs. You stole my heart, Orion, You took it with you when you left, and have it forever, until we meet again.
You taught me so much, you gave so much. God speed my big boy, my big pappa, when you are ready I know you will show me a sign, I need it so badly. *Head bumps,
and eskimo kisses*
Your broken hearted,
| Orion |
| 3, May 2004 |
| Nance, Stephanie, and Ed |