Dizzy by Connie / Mama, Daddy & Taz

Sweet Little Dizzy,

You were the most precious little baby I ever had and you’re missed so much. I think of you daily and look up at your picture to see that loving little face looking back at me. You were a little spit fire at times, but you’d always keep your brother in line. I remember the day we had to say goodbye and I had to let you go. It was the hardest decision of my life, but you were so sick. The doctors were 99% sure that you had cancer and you were fighting an anemic problem to. We both fought with all our might to get you well, but it seemed as if the odds were stacked against us.

I sat in the floor with you in my arms as they gave you the shot. It did not take but a second and you were at peace for the first time in a long while. I patted your head, told you how much I loved you and now you could rest in peace. I sat there holding you for the longest time, crying and asking you to forgive me, but in my heart I knew you were ready to say goodbye. I’ll hold your memory in my heart for the rest of my life until the day we can be together again.

Take care of your mom and dad for you all are in God’s hands at Rainbow Bridge and we’ll catch up with you in time.

 

You are a special girl, love you and miss you,
Dizzy
25, Mar 2003
Connie