Beaner
You will always be my favorite even though your sisters seemed to know and were jealous. They’re trying to make up for that now. I can’t believe how fast you left my life. It was so hard to let you go. Having never been through that before, I thought I could handle it. Boy, was I wrong! I wish you could have told me sooner that you had lung cancer and maybe I would’ve been prepared for the pain.
I miss you Beans! It’s just not the same without you here to lay on the vanity while I take a shower, to lay on the recliner so I can’t stretch out, to lay on the bed after work and snuggle while you purr up a storm. Working on the computer just isn’t the same without you laying on the desk.
You were such a big part of my life…my life revolved around you and your sisters. Things will never be the same without you. Seeing you lying on that table for the last time…I just lost it. I wanted to bring you back home and hold you forever even though you’d never purr for me again.
I hope you are looking down on me and knowing that I’ll always love you and think of you. I miss you Beaner and I’m sorry.You will always be momma’s boy!