Panda,
I miss you so much. I miss everything about you.
I keep checking to see if I need to fill up your water bowl. The nights are so hard without you.
It was always just you and me at night. I miss touching you and loving you. You were with me for so long. I miss your unconditional love. Panda I could never
be as strong as you were.
You were so sick but yet you always played like a puppy. The kids miss you. I wish you were still here. I know putting you to rest was the right thing to do. You were in so much pain the last few days of your life. I hope that you are at peace. This is so hard because we were together for 10 years and now I’m sitting on the coach all by myself. The nights for me are so hard.
We had our own ritual we did every night.
It is so hard to go up the stairs to bed without you. Sometimes just to get through night I pretend you are still here. Panda I could never even explain in words what wonderful dog you were. I promised I would always take care of you. I hope you feel that I did my best for you. I’m sorry that once the kids came I couldn’t give you as much as attention as I did in the past.
I remember when Hailey was born you were so wonderful. Sometimes you would sleep in her room and when she cried you would come and get me. I will never forget when you were a little jealous of Hailey how you slept in my arms. You were amazing with Kyle. Please remember me.
I loved watching you run outside and how you loved running in the snow. Everyone who knew you were amazed by your strength. I will always think of you please watch over all of us. I could write forever how wonderful I think you were and how I thank you for all your love and affection.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REST IN PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
| Panda |
| 31, Jan 2006 |
| Ang & Greg |