Sadie Badie… I had the vet come yesterday and let you go. It was so very hard, but I couldn’t watch you die slowly and horribly. I wanted you to go before that happened, and it was beginning. I have missed you every second since then… wanted you back so badly. You were my constant, through everything, and I invested so much love in you… but got ten-fold that back. It was worth it, every minute… from 6 weeks old until 11 years, I wouldn’t trade it for the world, despite my heart’s pain right now. Everyone who knew you, loved you… and I, your mama, will love you and miss you forever baby boo. Kisses on your spots on your nose… and cuddles until you grunt… I love you baby girl.