Scooter Bug by Michelle / Momma

Scooter Bug… Oh how I miss you! It has been one month since you passing. Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. You meant everything to me.

I want to thank you for being my loyal, loving, trusting companion. You were my best friend, you hadseen me through so many difficult times.

I look back at the the things you used to do like get me up in the middle of the night to got outside. Sometimes everal times a night. I realize that you were training me to be a momma for Allison. I always wanted you to have a baby around to play and love. I’m sorry that it took so long for me to find the right man to do so with. Now that we were blessed witha child that will come very soon you are not here. I wish that you had the chance to meet and play. I know in my heart that you would have loved and protected her as well.

I want you to know how much I love you. I will never forget you! It hurts so much not having you here to share my life with, not to mention my food! Daddy says that you were sick for me as well. I loved how you’d get so excited
when I came home.

I do not understand why you had to go. I know that you were very sick. I hope you know that your Momma tried and did everything for you out of love. I’d do it all again if you could be happy and healthy and most of all here with us. I feel honored to have been there for you
during your last moments.

I wish everyday for you to come home, to see your face, to hold you, to smell you. I know that this is impossible but I still ask the Lord for it.

I have made you a special place in the living room with your pictures, Ellie Monster, and your ashes. I tried to make it a place of honor for your remains to rest. You will live forever in my empty and aching heart!

You were my son… my blessing… my love!

 

Your Momma Loves you Scooter Bug!