Prince Ceasar VI by April Schmitt / Your doggy mamma

Dear Prince in Sky,

You fought a hard battle. I know you tried to stay here as long as you could. You held on for so long. I know you were suffering the last night you were here. It broke my heart to see you hurting. You are such a precious boy. You were so good to me. Always at my side, I feel so lost inside, without you near. I miss hearing your paw steps across the floor. Everything I do reminds me of you. The last 32 days we spent togather, we grew closer, as your health began to fail. I was determined to be at your side when your last breath came near. I know Sunday night was hell. I felt bad when I decided to go to bed at 5am, and you were still awake fighting for your life. When I woke you were as I left you. You took your last steps, then the end came fast. You took 3 breaths, then collapsed. I held onto
you till you heart stopped.

I feel very lucky to have spent all the years we had. I remember the last kisses you gave me, as if it was yesterday. I treasure our memories forever embeded in my soul. You taught me how to love. I hope you are warm, and safe now, with baby Jesus.

 

One more Valentines day with you : )
Prince Ceasar VI
15, Feb 2010
April Schmitt