Jewel

She died just yesterday and I will nto sleep until I find out her cause of death, or atleast what other people expect. She died at the age of 9 years, is that long for a Pomeranian? as you can tell by her photo she wasnt a really healthy looking dog, she started looking that way ever since we got our other Pomeranian dog and my dad decided to put them outside, I blame myself for not helping my mom care for her. I wasnt around at the time she died, I just arrived home and found my mom holding my lifeless Jewel, I was so shocked, she told me she started vomitting white foamy stuff, and later was suffocating, she even told me that Jewel even let out a screams before she finally faded away. Which makes me sad because it sounded like she was really suffering. I dont know, Im just feeling a really high level of loss here. I had her since I was 10, now I am 19. If anyone, ANYone, please tell me what you think of her death? what might be the cause of it? i will miss her, she was a very sweet and lovely dog…