It has been only 3 months since the day I
had to make that horrible decision.
Coco I still have times that I wonder if I did make the right decision.
I try to tell myself you are suffering no more but some days
that is not enough. I still long to hear you bark
at dogs cats and people walking by the house.
I still see you looking at me that day.
Coco I know you were so sick but I want you back.
Selfish? Maybe but I miss you so much.
I have not put your toys away or dishes. Your ashes are on your
favorite blanket with all your favorite toys by your side.
How long does the pain remain? Maybe forever I don’t know.
I keep remembering the Rainbow Bridge verse and Coco I know
that someday we will be together again.
Whoever comes to be with you first Terry or I will have to
take care of each other until we all can be together again.
You run and play with the other animals that you have joined.
Run in the sunshine threw the green fields until that day that we are
reunited once again and cross the Rainbow Bridge together.
I will miss you forever.
A hurt in my heart can never be healed.
Some days are better than others but one thing for certain
I will always love you Coco and no pet will ever replace you.
You can not be replaced.
You were special.
Miss you forever
Carole
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