MY RUDY BOY.
WHAT I WAITED FOR FOR 33 YEARS IS NOW GONE.
I CAN’T BELIEVE IT.
WHEN YOU WERE DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER LAST SUMMER
I NEVER DREAMED YOU WOULD DIE FROM IT.
NOT AT SIX YEARS OLD.
I DID EVERYTHING HUMANELY POSSIBLE TO KEEP YOU HEALTHY
AND FIGHT THE CANCER. ALL THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ALL THE
SPECIAL DIET AND MEDICINE AND CLEANING ALL BODILY SECRETIONS.
I FOUGHT AS HARD AS YOU DID.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR.
AN ANSWER A RESOLUTION BUT I DID NOT FEEL WHOLE
WITHOUT YOU. I EVEN GOT A PUPPY.
YOU WOULD LOVE HIM.
HIS NAME IS JACK. HE MAKES ME LAUGH AND I DO LOVE HIM
BUT HE IS NOT YOU.
I WILL NEVER LOVE ANOTHER DOG LIKE I DID YOU.
YOU WERE THE SPECIAL BOY.
RUDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. I HOPE YOU ARE WITH GRANDMA.
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH SHE LOVED YOU.
I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ELSE FOR YOU NOW.
PLEASE HELP MOMMY TRY TO DEAL WITH YOUR DEATH.
WAIT FOR ME RUDY.
YOU WERE THE BEST!
Donna
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