I can’t believe it has been a year, since I lost you…my sweet angel. I took little Jolly to see Dr. Marcie, today, and thank heavens, they put us in another room..not the one we went into a year ago. My tears are flowing tonight, my sweet angel, and they will tomorrow, too.
As I promised, I still light a candle for you every night, and I will for the rest of my life. I still miss you so terribly, my sweet little girl. I still am unable to remember the good times. Occasionally, I am able to talk about you without breaking down, but this is still rare. Uncle Mark has been here for the past 2 1/2 months, putting in new patios and sidewalks and I have had a fence put around the back yard for Jolly.
I had a memorial stone made for you, and it is at the start of the new sidewalk to the front door, where everyone can see it. It says “In memory of Maggie, 9-15-89 to 12-10-03…My Beloved Little Angel”. I look at it every day, and a few days ago, I looked at it and said” I am so sorry I could not do all of this for you, my sweet angel…you would have loved it so.”
I hope you are having fun at the “Bridge”. I hope you are running and playing, and I hope you have met sweet Eric. If not, look him up…he is a much loved, darling boy, and you will be great friends. Until I can join you, my darling….please know that Momma loves you as much as ever, and you will be with me in my heart, every day forever… until we can be together, again.
All my love!!
I will ALWAYS be, Maggies Momma
| Jeanie Clem |