Hi My Boy, My Sillee Boy:
It’s that time of the night again…I am so tired but, I just can’t sleep and I am missing you so much…I just don’t know how to ease the pain in my heart apart from crying and speaking to you in this way and hoping that you can hear my every word I am saying to you…
It’s now 12:57am in the morning…I guess I am having a hard time babe adjusting to life without you…ever since you have gone to the faraway land over the rainbow bridge.Do you know how much I miss you, my boy? Ever since your passing,I just can’t stop thinking about you..
When the formalities are done on the ‘other side’ you must tell the angels to bring you back to visit me for one last time? You owe me that my boy…You can’t just leave without saying good-bye..You know that..my boy..Could you not do that my boy ? There is still so much I need to tell you…can you not just drop by and let me say my last good-bye?
Could you….?
Could you not come by and jump onto my bed in the middle of the night just to say ‘hello’? Could you just do that my boy ? my Sillee…?
It will be Saturday tomorrow, the 10th May… only 5 days ago we were still sharing the same life..as each day passes by, I miss you more and more… there’s this ache in my heart that just won’t go away.. and at night time, it just gets worse….
Sally rang to day…We had a long talk…Talking to her has helped me a lot.As you know, she knows everything about you, she even has your pictures and she is really sad that you have passed over.Sally is going through a bit of rough patch now,please watch over her and her family…my boy and bless all of us from the Heavens above.
Lupee jumped into your box again today and slept in it. I guess she is confused and is kind of pushing her luck hoping that by sleeping in your box, you will turn up immediately and claim back your space…Oh my Sillee, I don’t think little Lupee knows what has happened to you but,she knows you are not around and haven’t been around for so long now…She is missing you too…
Do you like the picture of us on this page? It’s me holding you over the rainbow bridge hence the rainbow background and there are flowers and butterflies everywhere.. and Angels surrounding us…
I hope you like it.
Where are you Sillee ? Please come home,in what ever form you want to be in… just come home..my boy, just come home…
I miss you so much my Sillee boy, please come home..!
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