by Wai-Lin (Cat) / Second Mummy xxxxxxxxx

Hi My boy…It’s that time of the night again…10:10pm… when my heart begins to ache and tears well up in my eyes….and tonight in particular because it is exactly a week ago today that you left us and crossed over the rainbow bridge…

Do you know babe…we all miss you so much? And long to see you one more time? I just keep feeling this emptiness…and I just can’t seem to concentrate on anything..and the ache in my heart is over-bearing…

Little Lupee keeps jumping into your box and she purrs every time when she is inside your box.She misses you my boy…And as long as she is inside your box,then
she can be closer to you..Little Lups is really missing you my boy..

Wishing you were somehow here again …
Wishing you were somehow near …
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,
Somehow you would be here …

Wishing I could hear your voice again …
Knowing that I never would …
Dreaming of you won’t help me to do
All that you dreamed I could …

Passing bells and sculpted angels, cold and monumental,
Seem, for you, the wrong companions –
You were warm and gentle …

Too many years fighting back tears …
Why can’t the past just die …?

Wishing you were somehow here again …
Knowing we must say goodbye …
Try to forgive … teach me to live …
Give me the strength to try …

I miss you my boy… my Sillee boy…

 

If only I could hold you once more.. My boy, just once more...
Wai-Lin (Cat)