MY CHUCHA, I look forward to the day I Will see you again. I love and miss you. You were with me 24 hours a day, in the end you were so tough. You always stayed by me. Thank You, I wish the vet could of saved you; I never knew that you would not be come back home, but you were suffering and I loved you too much for you to suffer. That is so hard to live with it. Cause I keep thinking maybe you would of turned around??I do not understand you were fine and then the next thing you are dying? You were vomiting and detached? It was as though you were not here mentally what happen? They said it was not the Heartguard, but I do not understand how it happen so fast? You all of a sudden were sick?They said it was just you were tired? You were old but I still do not understand?? I saw you suffering and you were fine earlier? What happen?I MISS YOU CHUCHA. 16 Years you were the only thing I ever had that truly loved me. I loved you more than life.
I regret I did not hold you that night I never thought that you were dying? Now I think what if, the vet was wrong? Maybe you would of been ok? I love you and need you. I hope we will be together again.
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN,
Jacqueline Starr Sauls |