Dear Apache,
Today marks 6 months since you have left this world, never leaving my heart. I can’t believe it has been half a year when it only feels like yesterday. I think about you everyday, and miss you so much. To think I have gone half a year without my best friend is unbelievable, for anyone who had seen us together, they know what we had. Our bond was true and special and I still feel you with me.
For Christmas this year, your Aunty Kristen gave me a picture of you professionally drawn; it’s so beautiful. I look at it and all my other pictures of you every night before I go to bed. Your memory book is almost finished and your dog tag is always on my wrist. I would do anything to just have you back, I just can’t believe your really gone. The other night I was cleaning the kitchen and I found a Quaker Oats container and started laughing because I thought of how you would always take that one container out of the recycling bin in the garage and leave it standing straight up in the middle of the garage or driveway, and that night that you kept doing it. even though I’d put it back in the recycling bin. Things like that make me know you’re still here, sending me little signs. Keep doing it baby. I need it.
Well today marks 6 months but no amount of time will take away my sadness for your passing or the love I have for you. I hope your happy up there and having fun
in the snow right now.
I Love You Apache James! Always + Forever!
Love Your Mom,
| Apache James- 6 Months |
| 15, July 2003 |
| Jackie McKenna |