Puddles by Kristal / Mommy

My baby…

If you only knew how special you are to me. It seemed as though you would be with me forever, and on March 18th that reassurance was pulled from beneath me. I rushed you to the hospital as soon as I noticed your eye infection, hoping after a few days of medicine it would go away and things would be back to normal. Unfortunately, this wasn’t so. After the doctor diagnosed you with acute kidney failure, I couldn’t help but to feel helpless. He said it was possibly reversible, and I tried everything to prolong your precious life. It seemed as though you were hanging in there and would pull through. Though, I couldn’t help to wonder if you were in pain. I didn’t want you to suffer but I didn’t want you to leave me. Then, God made the decision for us. He wanted you with him and took you away from me on a day I could never forget…

Easter Sunday. I love you baby, and you will always be close to me, in my heart. One day, I will see you again,
just not today.