Light A Candle in Loving Memories

Hi,

First I would like to start this e-mail by saying I am so, so sorry to hear you lost your best friend. I cried when I heard the news I know how you feel .. July-21-2007 I lost my baby girl Chata. That’s my puppy’s name. She died April- 21- 2007. She was the best thing in my life. I still can’t stop crying. I got my self a job to help me go on in life. Nobody knows the pain I have suffered and still cry on this day every month on the 21 st of the month. Most of the time when I’m coming home from work, I’m happy to be going home, but I can’t help crying. To think I’m going home and she will not be there. For the first month I thought I was going to die. My chest and my heart would hurt just to think of her and for the first month I tried to look for someone to talk to… I even looked in the Internet, hoping someone would just say I know how you feel ..I even looked at same e-cards and I sent them to myself.

I just wanted to be alone so I could just cry & crying, right now. I’m writing you with tears in my eyes and hoping no one sees me crying. I’m 45 year old with grown kids. When I feel good I go in my room to think of my Chata. Close my eyes and I can still feel her in my arms. No one, noone in this life has ever ever loved me the way, my Chata loved me …. I just want you to know I’m sorry about your baby and to let you know I feel your pain. That’s all. May be some day we can share stories solotu66@aol.com. My name is Lulu