Author: me

Doors open and close all the time on our lives. Sometimes we open and shut them ourselves and so many times they are closed by the wishes and happenings of events we can’t control. A door in my life closed last night. As hard as I tried to keep it open I couldn’t. The absolutely best friend I have ever had in my life passed through that door. In spite of how hard I wanted him to stay with me it just wasn’t to be.

Jake affected a lot of people. Maybe not always in good ways, but he definitely had an affect. If Jake would have been a person he would have been a fun loving all caring individual. He never had a bad intention in all of his fourteen years. He was never a spiteful being, he never asked for much. The only thing he ever wanted
was to be loved by everyone.

I am going to miss Jake. There is never going to be a day go by as long as I am left alive that I am not going to think about him. I prayed last night for the first time in a long time. I hope that God granted me this one time to let me ask him to take care of Jake. He’s going to love him
I think– I know I did.