Author: Parveen

Tyke, I remember when I first adopted you. I didn’t really want you but had to take you if I wanted Cody because you were raised together. I am so happy I saved you because you brought so much joy and happiness into my life. I am sorry I had to put you to sleep but you were suffering so much. I know you are in a much better place. Mommy misses you and loves you. I tried everything I could to keep you alive. Forgive me if I ever lost my patience with you. You are loved and missed. You were abused when I first got you but I gave ou so much love and turned it around. Now you are in God’s hands. I love you Tyke and will never forget you!! Mommy.

 

I can remember it like it was yesterday and yet my special baby died on December 15th early in the morning. I loved this little dog so much and he equally gave quite a bit of love to me. I adopted him but I think he saved me. I miss him so much. My arms ache just to hold him one more time. I remember the day I picked him up from the adoption place. And I remember his howls and cries if I ever left him home. He was my constant companion and now I miss his company. He used to sleep with me every single night. I hope he’s in the spirit world and no longer suffering. His mother misses him so much.

 

I adopted a little Pomeranian who died suddenly a few days ago and it broke my heart. I miss him so very much. People always say I’m nice because I adopt dogs but I say they rescued me.

He will surely be missed. He slept with me every single night.

 

Butkis I remember when I first saw you at the adoption agency. There you were. No one wanted you because you were an older dog. But I knew better. You were missing a few teeth which made it so cute when you chewed your dog food or dog treats. I miss you so much. Although your stay with me was brief you made a lasting impression. I will never forget your adorable face. You were all black with a white muzzle. So cute!! I love you Butkis!!!

 

BeBe, I remember when I first saw you siting in your little cage all alone. You were crying and I couldn’t understand why until I looked at your little mouth. You had a bad infection. I whispered to you, “I promise I’ll be back for you.” I don’t know if you believed me but I did go back for you. I rescued you. No, you saved me. I remember they called you Max. What a stupid name for a dog. So I renamed you. You were so little. Mommy’s little angel. I nursed you back to health only to have you pass away one year later. You were here for such a short time but you will always be in my heart. I love you BeBe. I know I will see you on the other side. No more pain for you. No more struggling to breath. I miss you more than you’ll ever know.

 

June 4, 1994 —– January 14, 2005

There has never been such a silence as this. The tears of sadness are streaming down my face. How can I ever forget you Pucci. You were just a baby when I brought you home. You were always there for me. You gave yourself so unselfishly. You were there in good times and bad times. You never complained.

You left me this past Friday and since then my whole world crumbled. I feel so guilty for leaving you at the emergency clinic but you must believe me when I say this, I didn’t think you were going to die. It all happened so suddenly as if it were a bad dream. As I left you that horrible Friday night, you gathered all the strength you had left, stood up and looked at me as if to say goodbye or don’t leave me mommy. That memory will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Pucci, I want you to know mommy is here. She loves you and misses you so very much. My heart aches for you. I’ve never known grief such as this but since you left me, all I could do is cry and cry. There will be a hole in my heart that could never be filled. Please forgive mommy for not being there with you in your time of need just as you were
always there for me.

I know the pain will diminish someday but I will never forget you. I know you are happy because you are in the spirit world with Heavenly Father. No more pain. No more hunger or thirst. You can run free now without struggling to breathe. Know that mommy loves you and we will meet again never to be departed ever again!

Love you with all of my heart, soul, and all of my being.
I will never forget you Pucci!!