Light A Candle in Loving Memories

You have been my closest, sweetest and best friend since the day you walked into my life 13 years ago. I love you more than anything in this world. It has been only 5 days and I have moments when I just dont know how I am going to live without you. You were always the sweetest, most precious boy and I cannot put into words how very much I miss you.I know I told you that I would never do it, but when I took you to the vet Tuesday morning, I had no idea how sick you really were and that it was only a matter of days anyway. Oh sweet Bobo please forgive me, it was for the best. I am sorry I couldnt do more for you but I did not know. Your suffering would have only gotten worse and I could not bare to put you through that. I would have brought you home if I knew it would be peaceful, but this was the best thing fo you and I could not be selfish. When I looked into your eyes Tuesday morning there was nothing there, you were already gone so I sent you to the angels. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, but I know you are at peace. I am in misery, but I know that one day you and Grandmom will be there at the gate waiting for me and I so look forward to that day.
For now….
Momma will talk to you in the back yard every day. So be free and I will be with you always and you will ALWAYS be close to me here in my heart. I will always love you, no one will ever replace you. How could they? Miss Chloe misses you and has been looking for you. She does not understand but she is helping momma get through this. Dont worry about me , I will be ok, I want you to be happy. Wait for me sweet angel. I will see you soon.