Well my sweet beloved Bailey it has been one month today since you went to the Rainbow Bridge and I have cried every single day since you left. I can’t believe the void I feel in my life because you’re gone. I miss my sweet little shadow following me everywhere. I would just love to hug you one more time and kiss your sweet brown face. You were more of a hugger than a kisser. But anything for Mom huh girl?
Everybody says it’s odd coming here and you not being here…Chandi and William miss you too Bay but I think your devoted soul mate Buddy is taking it the hardest next to me. He just sits and stares at your picture. We were our own little trio for so long and now part of that link is missing. I keep trying to remind myself how much you didn’t like it when I cried but sometimes I just can’t hold back the tears.
So I’m going to try and start a new day tomorrow and think about all the good times we had…and all your own little personality traits that I grew to love over the years. And my how I grew to love you. You were my listener…sympathizer…protector…and best of all my shadow…you made me feel so safe Bay. I miss you so much but I promise to try and quit the crying. Enjoy your new healthy body Bay Bay because you deserve it after 9+ very loyal years to me. You will never be forgotten or replaced. You were a very unique gift from God. Rest in peace my sweet angel…
You are MY girl Bay Bay,
| Bailey |
| 18, Oct 2013 |
| Cathi Green |