Bandit & Toby & Joey by Jessy Lytle / Your mama on earth…. Jessy

“My Sweet Boy’s”

I for the first time, find it hard to find the words to say to you…My heart is so very lost..
Soon it will be April, and on the 12th, it will be Bandit’s & Toby. Brothers from the start of your lives 14 years ago.
Bandit, you have been gone for over 2 years. Your fight with cancer was one that took your life so very fast..
Toby, you, the shy one.. cancer took your life. You at least got to see your 14th birthday… when we lost your brother, you, Joey & Maxie became so much more to me. You became my childern.. You are all that I had. That my home became so very silent..
I lost Toby April 21, 2006. 2 months later I lost “Mama Kitty” & her babies as she died for alot of reasons..
Then there was just me, Maxie and Joey..On Aug. 22, 2006 cancer took Joey away from me and it was just me & Maxie…..
For 4 months Maxie mourned all the loss, but Joey was like her mama, Maxie came into his home when she was just 4 days old.. Joey became her mama.
These are the words that I say each night before I go to sleep.
“Goodnight Bandit,Goodnight Toby, Goodnight Joey. You are my guarding angels that watch over me each night.
I love you. I miss you. I need you. My sweet boys I love apart of me when you died.
When you closed your eyes, You saw me, when you opened them, you saw the eyes of GOD..
I love you my sweet boy’s…

 

You are the light that shines each night,
Bandit & Toby & Joey
21, April 2006
Jessy Lytle