You came into my life before you were born, so many dreams where you showed up and were exactly as you turned out to be…my beautiful Ben with the lovely white chest design. You brought me joy, and hope and you taught me so many things….that I could love again was the biggest lesson. You crept into my heart that I thought was forever broken when Boog died and you healed it up and filled it to overflowing. You taught me how to feel young again and in the end, you taught me how it feels to grow old, we were in sync in so many phases of your life and mine. You stayed by my side through my cancer battle and brought me so much love and happiness, just looking into your eyes. You taught me through your own health issues, how to be a fighter, how to keep going, how to quietly cope with disability. You were a blessed joy Benjamin and I am so glad you were able to pass on out of pain and suffering while I held you as you took your last breath. I am so broken-hearted at your passing, but so glad for you that you are out of pain. I was not ready to lose you but I dont think I ever would’ve been. I love you Ben, I miss you sweet boy and it’s only been 9 hours since you departed. I pray you can feel my love and how huge I am missing every nuance of you. Thank you for being my teacher, friend, adopted son, companion and mentor. I will forever miss you sweetheart.
With all my love to my sweet Ben,
| Ben (Benjamin) |
| 26, Nov 2015 |
| Jasmine |