" Bo " Jan. 1991 ---------- March 23 2000
Blue / Red Healer
My precious little boy Bo died on March 23 2000.
A day that I will never forget although I wish it would never have come.
If I would have only known I would have moved heaven and
earth to stop it. It happened so suddenly I didn't even know what was wrong
with you but I knew something was sooo wrong when you were laying in
the yard and looked at me with those eyes I will never forget those eyes.
Pleading to me for help little did I know within the next few hours I would
never see you again. If I would have known I didn't even get to
tell you I loved you!!
I wish I could have traded places with you. I would have given my own life if
it would have saved yours. I know you would have done the same.
You proved that to me many times. You weren't just a "Dog" you were truly
my BEST FRIEND my little boy. I miss you more than words can say.
I think about you all the time and I still can't believe you are gone.
You were always there for me when I had a bad day or if I was upset you
would look at me and lick my face and lay in my lap trying to comfort me.
I feel so bad I did the only thing I could baby I didn't know what was wrong with
you so I put your life into the vets hands and he did what he could he said
you gave him all you had left but you were too tired.
I kept driving by the clinic knowing you were inside even though I wasn't
with you in body I was in spirit. I prayed that you would find the strength for
me to pull through knowing I loved you so much and was waiting for you.
My last words to you was "It's ok baby I will be back for you" I lied to you!
I thought it was going to be ok you went along because you believed in me.
I walk in the backyard where we used to play and I see your little
yellow balls and I see the trails that you made in the grass.
It is hard for me to open the gate and not have you run up to me,
happy that I was home.
I miss you sleeping beside me.
I miss you period!
I love you with all of my heart but I have faith in that I will see you again
you will forever be in my heart my little Bo-Be boy.
And always on my mind. Look for me I promise
I will be back for you.
I love you now and forever baby!!
I love you
Carol
| Bo |
| Carol |