My beautiful Buster
I canÆt believe that youÆve gone. You were only with us for 7 short years and I still canÆt understand why God felt he needed you more than we did. You were my baby boy and I loved you as much as I imagine others love a human child although some people donÆt seem to be able to understand that. I miss you so much and I feel so lonely. You were with me when I needed comfort and seemed to understand so much of what I was feeling and thinking. I still feel so much guilt that we didnÆt do enough that maybe we made the decision to help you cross too soon maybe you werenÆt quite ready. I can still see your eyes when you died and feel your tiny frail body and I hope that we were right and that now you are happy and whole and playing with the other who crossed the bridge before you and that you forgive us for not doing more. I feel so privileged to have been able to share part of my life with you even if it was so short. I want you to know that I will love you forever and even though there may be other cats in my life there will never be another one like you. Be happy my little man and look in on me from time to time OK.
All my love always
Mummy
| Buster |
| 1, August 2000 |
| Natalie |