by Cecilia / With a heart full of tears-mommy.11-18-04

Spooky-I am so lonely for you-today marks the 30th day that you went to the rainbow bridge. I pray that you really can hear all my whispers of love everyday to you.I needed more time together with you to love and feel loved.My heart is so filled with pain that we had to let you go that awful Monday night. Nothing here in the house is the same-we look for you always to come running-to feel your furry body next to mine again. The depths of my soul cries for you Spooky. I know that your in Heaven running free and playing with my family-and all the other pets there. You just are so greatly missed here at home.I wish for you today that you will forever hear my love being sent to you in every breath that I take. With every tear that falls may you know that I will forever have you in my heart!
So my beautiful baby girl-when so much darkness is here around me- I will close my eyes and pray….. that there will always be the soft glow of my candlelite flickering a whisper of “I love you in your ear”
I wish you Happy 30 days in Heaven!! Run-Spooky Girl Run and play-let my Mom and Dad look after you. Someday we will be together celebrating our heaven.

 

Cecilia