Every day for the last two months since you left I’ve been so lost without you. My Heart aches every day without you. Even though everyone said that having you for 14 years was a long time for a big dog as you, it wasn’t long enough for me.
A big part of my heart and soul left with you and when I leave this earth to be with you again. I will be reunited with that part that’s been missing and you and I will never be apart again my beautiful baby girl..Stay safe my love and come visit mommy when you can cause I so miss you terribly and I want you back every day.
I have replayed the day that I sent you off to heaven and I hate myself each and everyday for doing it, even though I know it was the best for you..You see I’m selfish that way, I want you here with me…So I cry my many tears and hold and cuddle your blanket to be close to you and baby your mom will be seeing you soon. So please wait for me and know me when I get there and forgive me for sending you away, but I loved you way too much to have you hurt anymore.
I just didn’t know how very much not having you here with me would hurt…It’s killing a little of me everyday but just knowing that I will be with you again sometime, helps a little. I miss you my love.
Please believe mommy when she says I LOVE YOU FOREVER....
| Cindy Salter |