by Deborah

Ginger was our cocker spaniel/retriever mix

with all the traits of a cocker. She came to us one fall day in October,

when my son and daughter decided that they wanted a pet.

Only 8 weeks old. We have wonderful memories of Ginger.

She was so intelligent – loving and attained a great vocabulary while

she was here. She loved everyone. And everyone loved her.

As the children grew up and went on their life paths Ginger

became “my” baby. Because of what we thought at the time was a

back injury (ruptured disc) Ginger’s quality of life began to diminish

but she had such a will that she continued to interact and try to

communicate with all of us.

After we had thought the disc had healed it appeared that she began

to behave as though she had a pinched nerve in her shoulder.

We had a scheduled appointment at the vet for x-rays to

“find the problem” so that we could fix it.

Only after the x-rays we learned that the problem all along had been

something beyond our belief and control.

Ginger had cancer. The x-rays showed numerous tumors in her lungs.

The hard part was that she still looked healthy and happy.

But we were told that even with chemotherapy she would only

last 4 to 6 months. I couldn’t put her through that.

She had already been through so much pain that I had no way

of knowing about. The decision was made to end her pain two days ago

and in essence began a journey of pain for us.

We loved her soooo much!!!

I know that she is in a better place but our grief is unbearable.

We were so fortunate to have the unconditional love of such

a wonderful dog. We had her 9 years.

She will always be a part of our lives.

As she left us I whispered to her that I loved her and she just drifted off.

I felt her go right through me. We were so close.

The love of our lives is gone but will always be

lovingly remembered.

Love you forever Ginger.

Deborah

 

Deborah