It has been 1yr and 24 days since we buried you. I am here crying as if it were yesterday. I guess you know, we got another cat & we’re gonna have a baby any day now. The pain of missing you just hurts so bad. I saw a pitbull run across the street and had a panic attack. I am so sorry for not protecting you, and teaching you better.
I’m sorry for yelling, for seeing you as a burden. When all you ever asked for was love. I’m sorry for rushing you on that walk. Maybe if I had taken my time, you would still be here.
This past year has been nothing but regret. I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I need you to know, I haven’t forgotten you. I still see your face in all that I do. Your passing has left a huge hole in my heart. I can still see you as you ran back to me. Your eyes so full of life.
I held you from your first week of life, I held you in my arms as you took your last breath. I cried for you then as I am crying to you now.
I’m so sorry mama! I’m so sorry!
In Memory of Queen
(January 3,2001-January 28,2002)
My psycho puppy...I'll love you always
| Kelley Torres |