I went looking for a male red bullmastiff puppy; came across my Jessie a female yr old fawn. From the day I brought her home I knew she was special. She wasn’t the breeders pic but I saw only love in her eyes and she proved to be a wonderful show dog with many proud wins behind her. My Jessie became a therapy dog for my Rottweilers, with her wonderful nature she became my tattle tale dog and let me know when a fight between my rotts was going to occur.
My Jessie was personality plus.
Dec/06 Jessie had her 1st seizure, scared the hell out of me she went on and in Mar/07 she developed congested heart failure. The thoughts that ran through me I could not bear to lose her. For 5 mnths we fought together until it was her time to go. My life has never felt so empty. The pain I keep inside. No one will ever know how truly I feel cause only you and I have shared this love so deep in side.
I live my life so seperate from yours. You must be running over those green hill tops with plenty of squirrels for you to chase. Down here I just count and wait till I’m able to hug and hold you and never having to let go ever again.
My forever loved my forever ever, my Jessie baby.
Always and forever in my heart
| Lesley Ysseldyk |