The day you left,
the heavens cried.
I hadn’t heard the news yet,
but I tried and tried.
I tried to believe that you hadn’t left me,
you wouldn’t be gone forever.
Your whole life I believed you wouldn’t leave me,
never ever ever!
Now that you are gone,
it’s hard to believe anything.
My life was a fantasy world,
now reality has intervened.
But as reality sinks in,
I must believe.
You weren’t an immortal dog,
and you had to leave.
So I just wanted you to know,
that I loved you.
And now I know something I should have known all along,
you loved me too.
-Dedicated to Rajah
February 3, 1994 – September 15, 2004
I wish, sometimes, that you could talk. That you would have told me that you were hurting and that you needed to go to the doctor. That way the cancer wouldn’t have hurt you, and you wouldn’t have had trouble breathing. You don’t know how much I love and miss you baby.
| Meghan |