This is a peom dedicated to my true best friend, Acie
Seeing your picture again, Made my heart jump, My stomach turn. My mind swirl. I had to keep myself under control. I had planned this dream for sometime. I would keep this moment going. I couldn’t let you go completly. Not to long ago, you had died. My tears were shed. My heart was torn. My dreams lost. But I had realized, that I could go on. It might be hard but I could and I would and I did.
We shared laughs and I hope we will again. My dreams were shatterd. My heart broken then my dreams renewed, only without you. Now seeing your picture again, the dreams of you have returned, but this time they are farther than ever.
I know they will never do because I have now realized, the life we shared were signs. But I didn’t care. I loved you, and yes, I did love you. At first I will admit it was just a friendship that I had never felt before, then I realized it was more, and I said it, we will always be with each other. Then I do not know exactly where we lost it but we did. The life we shared, was not there. I will always love you and you’ll never live again. Now I am here confused and sorry. I had another dream, but this one more vulnerable then the other ones.
I am feeling the guilt. I feel that if I have not completly lost your soul, I am close to losing it all. So I am sorry, even though you are well through, I wanted to say I am sorry, for all the times I had something better to do. And I know how you’ll respond to this, but my guilt has built,
and I must say I am sorry.
I hope I see you again,
| Melinda keltz |